I want to tell a story but it seems I really have questions to pose and they, when assembled in context would likely explain circumstances in turn framing a story. Lets try it because my life is my story. Too big for a book and the few thoughts of mine I have in mind are too small for anything but a reference.
Shit fuck godamn. That’s probably not the best opening line but it just came out and it does describe my daily frustration fighting the unseen. Not unknown, as I know who they are and I think I know what they are. And it’s not unknown what acts I’m up against because I also have discerned my actions/reactions to their attacks. In turn, waiting and assuming the carrot is fair play instead receiving blows to the head in par with cackling hags inside my head…. but I exaggerate.
The war or game play is scripted like the Rams/Patriots in the Super Bowl 200x? which was my last football, Basketball or Game of sport I have ever viewed period. That’s because watching or playing a rigged game is no fun. In fact, it actually hurts real bad when the cheaters win after seeming to fight or play hard honestly and you being clueless, not finding out how you were screwed till its done and been filed in the database of suckers.
In this context no HUMAN (key word of the day) would play. Or how about you are playing along and then a whistle blows and it’s like “What The?” FOUL says the ref. (actually a Crow on a wire) and you find that you don’t know the current rules. Whew… close call because you love playing this game. So it’s down to the Rule Book Store (in Hell) you go. Let the word games (semantics) begin,. “I’m sorry, The number you have wagered is not in service. Please check the number and try again” or “Were sorry all circuits are busy, If you’d like to make a call, please hang up and try again”. So frustrating it is you have to leave with only a portion of the rules and some of them are incorrect but none the less you vow to never return to that place and become subjected to foul unkind treatment (bold face lies) ever again. The worse part is if you make an error in the bigger games it could be very costly and that’s how they like it. With the edge in their favor….way in their favor.
The playing field is also a huge variable known as home field advantage. In context to an uneven leverage (how many ways can I say cheater) playing the game this way is a parallel of the class structures in ancient times. Especially and most recently the lets say like The United Kingdom and Their Ruling Class vs everybody else. The USA was created after a system was devised based on a balanced form of Constitutional, Legislative and Judicial systems to explicitly avoid that cruel world and it worked, but only for the time it took to be corrupted from within. The intent was that no person should have ultimate power over another because of birthrights or title without judgement by ones peers and they literally meant your peers who were your neighbors and friends with personal knowledge of you and your crimes (0) and achievements. What happened to that idea? That would truly be fair and just and who would argue if your friend said your are an asshole and your going down? This was then and will be a huge difference from the One World Governments UNITED NATIONS COURT of 12 paid professional military jurists who don't know why you double parked your bike but still think you should be punished as they are in the revenue department and have a quota. Sorry Mister. Anyway the original intent of a jury or our peers was bastardized long ago and due process meant nobody could be ABOVE THE LAW which is exactly what the upper class land owners inherited. On they’re land, they were the law makers and enforcers. The judge, jury and the court. They also were hangmen or impaler's which some days was the only motivation to have a court. The class I'm describing liberally could kill the serfs (laborer/farmers) at will.
This extreme comparison explains that without you personally bringing your charges or complaints to me physically, so I may respond, I would most certainly loose or like the serfs, die. Without a defense who has a chance? So why call it a game? How about ambush or massacre?
Now the many questions above are reactions to experiences of different types of activity I am aware of. Descriptive speculation is what I am communicating at this point because normal lines for relay of this type of information have not been created. Alternate is the term which describe conversations of this type and may seem pristine but have most likely been infiltrated as soon as you find them. This means I'm playing a game I don't want to play... ......and lets start calling it war .....and the thing is both sides of the arena are played by the same side....... Sincere looking agents..... acting out what they are well aware is really going on........ These cheats are going through the motions and have been for eons .......but their payoff...... is in proportion to the work. As if ......say .....I am a fish..... A good catch. But this catch is not going to happen if the fish is aware of the nylon line that is the fisherman's edge. I’d love to see one of those old gnarly dudes jump in and catch his dinner bare handed. That would be a game for both and fun until the natural course of events occurs via this word. Death! Which means dinner for the victor. Not a trophy or endorsement deal but blood sinew to chew and marrow to slurp. But at least they got to look each other in the eye. Not some sloth behind a gamers console jerking his joystick knowing the cops were bought and paid for 2 generations ago. My point is based on myself not knowing nothing. I'm living life right? That's no game to me asshole so what are you doing in my face? Am I playing something?........ No shit? ...........What?...speak up.......... if I'm not playing along in your game it's because I don’t play games? Never have! ......Oh ....I see you like that better because you win easier and you still get entertained.
Games just like war are a waste of time unless you profit from it...... Then the root of all evil can be right at home, causing death and mayhem with there bud loser MR. Kaos. Some just like the misfortunes of others who loose loves and limbs?.....Games are in Vegas at tables not in my house please. I have never been a gambler.... unless…. What? .........Unless I have an advantage. Like knowing I’m going to win then I win.......... Who but a fool plays to loose?.... If you get caught counting cards in Vegas that's enough advantage against the house to be outed as a cheat, never to play there again. Counting is not cheating? No way.... That's work ........and spying on someone with out them knowing with like maybe a camera or two is not an edge either ....It's security they say. Good for the country... and we have all heard this one "If you are not doing anything wrong what have you got to hide?" "Don't worry about it" Hey Char. Fuck you. Innocence is relative and in the reptilian rule book there is no word to describe someone not doing nothing wrong...They don't care..... In fact there are no words period....... only Runes and symbols .....and once these biological masterpieces knows as Ice with scales have a shot of you like on screen do you think it matters if you are good or bad? Not a chance. They only want to see you jump and sweat dong it ...higher..... higher....but if there were something reptilian I could read...... it would only be a translation describing settings for the salt and pepper shakers. ......How do I know?.......Because when they edited the bible back in the day they took out all the bad guy sacrificial parts where the Lizard Kings (hey Cliff) were behind curtains while eating the BBQed alive or raw young virgins but overlooked the sections after all the excitement about the servants set-up for the supposed non-meal. They were supposed to be ritualistic not dinner right? But they forgot to take out the condiment parts. I am completely serious about this because I know it's probably much worse right now. It's just hidden better using tech stuff. Right my little Satanic Buddy's. It's OK to have a little edge. And maybe a container or two to ship to China every once in a while. to RE;UP. And I agree....video is not unfair or that much more of an advantage right? Right! I answer back using my digital Lizard voice encoder also holding the Liars Book Of Rules and Snitches by Waltery Becker in my claw without the crossed pincers.
I'm guessing that Lie lie lie is being subliminally blasted across the ether (Tesla air) to cause the predicted KAOS state that my fricken town is in and I had thought Maxwell Smart and Agent 99 had KAOS taken care of by now......But .... Seriously....our Governments goal of a self policing fascist society is divided with 30% snitch embedded on your street watching the general population. Not you or me.... heck no.....the bad guys......
Fact; East Germany's Stazi were a planed social control group..... the first spy lab test. The US Generals stopped outside of Berlin and instead of letting the Russians in to totally destroy them all they decided to wall it up nice and tight and do some social experiments. How nice... They let them live by holding the rabid Russians back. So where are the good guy Stazis nowadays.... oh.... yea ......that's what they were told..... that they were snitching on their friends for the good of all and of course the extra food...... and that rape would be forgotten too. Very convenient. Whats your story looser?
WHAT HAVE THEY GOT ON YOU?
Another Question;
So how would I describe/define my current personal situation without giving away too much information which is, as an example became the straw (weight of excess guilt/info) that un-broke Camels back. And wait, back to moi again, isn’t it my back that’s carrying all the weight around here? What's a tiger list? Could they say you were in traction for a couple years and plant a memory in ya to back it up? No shit Sherlock.
If all that I know is true, is true. And all that I see merely electrical representations of what my mind is programmed to present to my brain as another’s version of reality and believe it. Do I have a choice? Yes as Eckhart Tolle wrote in “The Power of Now” simply stop your mind and be the silence. Be that space between your sub and conscious (ego) mind. You will be vulnerable but will not care as its all a ride or a movie or its what ever you want it to be. Visualize yourself as a stand-up comedian in a club onstage and your firing off lizard jokes to your captive audience of bobbing (pun intended) lizard heads on sticks in the front row and every time you land another killer reptile dis(respect) joke a hobbit aims at a cackling CIA type suit in the crowd and woosh his head is speared and as it regains it's true shape during a traumatic event, meaning lizard head the crowd goes wild because they know the spear is just like a boomerang and will return to the stage with the prize. And the audience is going no where. If one did decide to act different and get up to leave that would give it away. It would be known as a reptile right there. Who cares right? It's a dream and they are still shapeshifting murders so why do they act so bad yet need to stay hidden so seriously much... What can us little old stupid people do to them if we see them. My guess is just that .... a guess and not much more at this exact time but there must be some reason that they don't want us to get it, put it all together..... you know like the stuff fathers in Secret Societies tell there sons which enables them to be all powerful in the neighborhood enough so to be that asshole bully everyone hated. I didn't get a drop of knowledge. Any secret advantage would have been great....... but...... Not going to happen now.
And anyway I have found that the opposite is actually true. David Icke says we already know it all. When I read those words I almost fell out of my chair..... I had been knowing things..... stufff.... aaaallllll week! All month! All Year! ya know? Yes I do!
The truth is all there, in you NOW. You need not study a word or get prepared for any world event. Even though Mr. Icke could sell a few more books if he reversed his tune But he knows what's important. TRUTH.....Why? The simple fact is just that.... Finally and formally I'll repeat it again.
right here and now.
We (the human race) already know it all.
See if you can get Conan to concur. Not a chance I'll not bet.
I will add It's good to know that you are not your mind which is not what it is telling you...... It's constantly bombing you inside, bombardments of crap (thoughts) which keep telling you how great you (and your mind) are to keep it's job as you intact.But it's not you. And where does that continous crap come from. How does you mind get this material? It's through experience that your sub-conscious learns and that is where SUBLIMINAL TRANSMISSION OF FREQUENCY’S comes in.
Frequency usuage is called radio or video or audio and at any level is not against the law anywhere, especially in a computer. Talk about an edge. I quit! Why play? And I’m playing against myself meaning they know my weaknesses and attack them at the exact correct moments. They perturb. Copy the fequencys, right? Then broadcast them back at me.They use me to beat me. If I step back, become the silence between my thoughts so I can observe my thought process including decision making choices. It’s said that knowledge of innerself processes, or knowing what joke it (my mind) really is..... which is not myself or soul. Think about it. If I can see how my egoic mind does things, its motivations and reasoning's well then my mind could not BE me because I am separate enough from it ..... watch whatever it is......doing. At that point knowledge is easly obsorbed. Learning escalates. Mother Earth is our new teacher and we are learning how we as a race have been manipulated forever..... And that we are a all emotional, spiritual and loving air-bags of water held together by membranes in the correct size shape and color as bred and as advertised machines making energy making machines also making our creators food as well. We are hard working food. Or as my favorite royal (Spain) reptilian (advance knowledge) literati (diplomatic immunity) on MCA records and tapes from Pedro and NoHo, “the NOBODYS” lyrically put it “Robots making Robots” That record and their demos is, as many artists enigma unfolds today is chock full of NOW.
My newest and eternal foe is in control of this system and has been forever. I’m not meaning the fringe spectators who are out in front, innocent (compartmentalized) and multiply the effects which make it all seem so much worse. No. The ones that are hiding. They are secret and obviously afraid of being exposed by us stupid little humans to more humans maybe not so stupid but more emotionally stable and control. This is a different game and the stakes must be higher. Why? Well why don’t they come out and play? They seem to be more and more exposed daily. It’s been said that they want out and that they are behind schedule too. So they‘re just lying (underground) in wait and lying verbally through it’s fangs (couldn't’ resist)or a paid owned compromised mouthpiece like any government official above the county level. It’s not like they need an advantage. And they have massive dominating numbers of (soulless) bodies and they wrote the only visible (all) rule books. Right? So why are we still here. I quit. I cannot play with a cheater so I’m a looser baby. Why don’t you kill me. I’m not even a real big catch. Time for a new question.
Why are they still here? They play both sides. They write or change the game or venue or players if a pin drops. They planned all the above long ago and are alive to watch it go down. I mean you won. What is the problem? Get it over with. Kill me, eat me. I have heard more than one person sincerely (?) tell me, “Isn’t it a great time to be alive”? WTF? No! The Bush clan has been running the show since Lyndon Johnson which might as well be my whole life and they are flagrantly obnoxiously flaunting it without a care. The media will never go for the truth because although once separate they have participated in changing outcomes with lies. This in a court (ha ha) would have been compliance also known as an accomplice guilty by association of all crimes related like you know WARS, GENOCIDE BY RACE including medical murders of trusting patients via other institutions of torture which statistically prove all the above if you could get the numbers but they won’t be because when it’s all funneled or watered or dropped down low where the innocent working man lives in the miniscule portion of time and space he has created in his “the mind” …..when the opportunity to do the work and get the data down to me it won’t matter and it wont be correct. It’ will be what I wanted or what I expected but also unknown to me slightly filtered, expertly censored and rendered totally harmless including any links up or down the path shut down as a rule of the entertainers or the beautiful people who give us our news. It’s their story to tell not yours or mine anymore. We let them take the keys to the farm but we still have the keys to our hearts.
While knowing it’s all been flipped like one of Dano’s Omelets (inside joke) where the meek lost the deed to the Earth they inherited to the naturalists who follow in the kill or be killed school of thought which includes my other favorite evolutionary term “ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE” and do. This also means that MOM and DAD were fooled as well. I hope so. They must have truly believed all the bullshit they taught us because they worked so very hard to provide it to us and that version of the truth they knew as the only truth and succeeded in passing it’s values down which are what I got out of it all. They also gave us their religions. And those Vatican bastards knew. They planned and adapted (Inquisition) all the while acquiring (the Missionaries (Cecil Rhodes) took Africa like candy from a baby) until they had it all which is where I come in.
They didn‘t have calculators when my parents had me but when the first electronic calculators began doing the math things did not add up. This is when the race began. The technology they give us to enable them to enable us to become totally dependent on, and will eventually run the autonomous system are same the tools we are using now cutting through the layers of historical trash and also uncovering the really ugly truths now useable in stopping the one-sided war But Noooo! The media has no shame and blackouts go on without explanation. As in all races he who gets “Where?” first wins. The cost of our using our new but their old tech is the price of exposing their slick and literally underground hybrid worker element who in as far as hiding goes may be tired of waiting about to run out of gas. And even if I am wrong about a thing or two maybe the power of suggestion will implement a butterfly effect and start the decline of evil NOW!
My story of questions germinated from anger born of frustration of not knowing who to blame. My own advise to others is always the same. What ever happens to you is your own damn fault. By you and because of you. No one else is to blame. When I awoke this morning to doze on and off in and out of some mental world of bliss, I would arise and clarify in direct proportion with my consciousness or lack there of. I realized that I would get up and prepare a shield around me to deflect gazes or vibes and the despair of the lie that is hurled by all I see and hear and feel feelings with and for and of and know it’s not me but a lie that was presented as me and by whom....... is what I want to know......... Lies back at me ......are mean reasonless acts of deceit directed towards the deceivers story of me ..........but not actually me...... it can’t hurt because I simply am not that which it is aimed. ......They can only hurt the story.......
Those implementing my terror have taken the lazy way out. They did not do the research. Belief is too easily won by manipulators broadcasting and the media spinners backing it up by publishing lies. Belief is also too easily given up by the trusting masses as we are conditioned that way. TARGET is the correct term for 2 percent of us. Aware independent thinking creative persons like myself who have committed no crime, are not charged or even accused by anyone yet are punished worse than you could imagine or I could graphically describe in words (stay tuned) . The term perturbed just came to mind (rats). All though they may think they are doing good or bad to me the perpetrators, whether mind controlled or blackmailed/compromised low life piece of non-human shit-heads usually aren’t and don’t know it. In the end its all wasted energy directed at but deflected from me for what reason I don’t know but I am guessing that I will soon .......and in the end .........get what I want......... Which is not much........and I already know it happens as I see it. ......Good luck clones. I am strong and merciless but my energies will not ever be wasted on revenge. Sorry. ....In the end ....the truth and what is right will be our focus. That ripple is the kindness of acts in life of love..... for the loved without acknowledgement, expected or accepted and cannot be anymore than what it is which is a random act of kindness instead of being paid, ordered, conned blackmailed or even begged to do harm. That’s not a choice for humans. Humans naturally want and need and love to be loved which everyone should decide and make themselves. Or just let us think we are especially me damn it
